#1 The Beginning
|Terminal 2D, April 2018|
I talked to my best friend yesterday and now I remember that he mentioned your name to me since 2015. Back then, I used to read your thoughts on your personal blog.
Unfortunately, I wasn't so sure and too afraid that it was just a rollercoaster of feeling after everything that I faced during 2016. Heartbreak is inevitable and nobody likes to start over. One thing about it, starting a relationship is sometimes scary, at least for me.
I'm not the typical person who left a comment on a stranger's personal account, like you. But I did, a year ago. I decided to let you know that I’m waiting for more posts. I don't know, I just want you to know. As simple as that.
It seems that the universe knows I want to know you (since I forgot when) and surprisingly, we know each other.
You said, “Don’t be too sure for everything.” Yes, I agree with you. That’s why I keep it by myself what I’m thinking and feeling about you until time will let us know about it. Love is hard to realize until you admit it to yourself. It's not an easy task, at least for me. I hope that I'm not scared to admit it because I know that it helps me grow. I hope we will make our journey worth it.
Thank you for helping me enjoy my life a bit with you and laughing together at my stupidity. Keep writing and keep sharing on your blog, dear. I'll read it!